Another Sleepless Night

Tonight, I am laying here with a million things racing through my head. I am really glad that I decided to establish this blog. Jordan and I are at Cincinnati Children's Hospital right now and we aren't sure how long we are going to be here this time. I could sit here and be angry..But at who? God? No. Why would I be? He has given me an angel. Jordan is one of a kind and is more amazing to me as each day passes. I feel as if I am him voice. Jordan and I have such a special bond that no one can ever understand. I can't imagine life without him. I could sit here and be depressed, but there's no way. I am so happy everyday that God allows me to keep Jordan. Because, I have had to learn the hard way that Jordan isn't mine. He belongs to God and he is only lent to me for a little while. That may be 2 years or even 20, no one knows. So, again, everyday is such a blessing. I just want to speak my heart tonight and tell people out there to not worry about small things in life. Don't worry about the petty things that aren't important. Live life to the fullest and enjoy, even if that means living in a hospital day in and day out. Because, life is too short...So, share your kind words and try your best not to be rude. Always give a passing stranger a smile, because you never know what they are going through, and that smile could brighten their day...